i didn't want to be blunt on that other journal and leave it all unhappy...but yes some of its really true though ... i'm really joining the navy .. but it won't detract me from being an artist.... i promised my friends i would continue to draw even if my situation worsens...

believe me i have great memories being here on DA thus far.... i really learned alot guys.. its peoples like u who helped me mature much better...

i'm sorry if i caused u guys hurt in some occassions but honestly i really believed in u guys... and i still do.. u guys all do such great and fantastic work... i really enjoyed all the work u guys did these past few years.. u guys really grew alot within improvement...

i c alot of my oldest friends here on the top of there game... and i'm glad i got to meet new ones... they helped me shaped my mind even more aswell as my art... i thank u for that...

big heart felt thanks to my other friend mike... hes the one who got me to write this journal.. winks at mike ^.^

u guys, man.... wipes a big manly tear again from face*... gave me so much strength

i hope many of my friends who doubt themselves never give up... u guys have major talent brewing under all that doubt... it will be polished in no time guys.. please have faith in yourselves.. i know u will make me proud when i return...

i'm so very humbled to have friends here.. i really am... i really appreciate how this talent gave me a voice to reach out to others.. i'm so sorry i haven't helped enough since i was down.. i really do feel sorry everyone :_:

I really need to do this, cause i think it will help give structure to my life.. i don't want to be dead weight anymore... i just want to be positive again... please don't think of me as running away... i just needed time to think.. but for reals... i will never give up my passion for the arts and also for my character karen he he ^__^ if i did.. i want all of u guys to hate me for sure and kick my ass.. caa peesh... ... u too karen ^.^ so please, please don't hate me for the wrong reasons.... i will miss u heavily... and i will keep in touch... when i can off course... if i can... no back to yes for sure k he he ^___^

god bless u guys k [link]

karen* waits till that time.... ^^ silly jo*

motoko dustin (still loves u and keeps u in his memories forever and ever)

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